Its time to change...!

Its time to change...!

Feeling awkward, disturbed, feverish, culprit...today...!
Can i ask the GOD, why did i took such decision?
Why did i believe on one who doesn't even believe on me at least 1% even :-(
Hey GOD please forgive me if i hurt any one ?

There are lots of question running in my mind. but still no answer, some answers are partial. when will i get all these answers? did i do anything wrong with any one? then why its happening with me only?

Shall i took a wrong step in my life? to be more precise Personal life. is it going to hurt anybody? i don't have any intention to hurt anybody's life. i am so simple, doesn't even dare to think of it.then WHY some people are not believing on me?

I cant tell these things to other people only my dear one can understood. but they are help less... So GOD where should i go? give me the path...!


So whats outcome of all these crap..to come out of these ? or to believe blindly and stay till you get the result... OHH..!! GOD..! Please help me...


DISCLAIMER:-
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its partial blog...lot more is going to add here in coming days..so keep reading :-)
Dont worry its not a next Karan Johar's movie story :-)

some inspirational

"Kindness is an inner desire that makes us want to do good things even if we do not get anything in return. It is the joy of our life to do them. When we do good things from this inner desire, there is kindness in everything we think, say, want and do." -- Emmanuel Swedenborg

Idea of the Week

"I finally found a great chance to use a smile card! I found a wallet on the ground, tracked down the person it belonged to and returned it with a smile card where they couldn't miss it. The guy was really surprised he got his wallet back with the cash still in it! I hope someone does the same for me some day." -- mjnewman

Comment of the Week

"I know what it's like to feel hopeless and helpless. I know how it feels to not care anymore and it's a dark, lonely feeling. I know how it feels when someone makes me smile and for that moment, I forget about what was making me so miserable. And for that one moment, I feel a connection with that person and I realize that I'm not alone in this world. I want to give someone else that one moment!" -- Birdi

आई एक वरदान...!!!

ते आईचं ओरडणं,



लाडाने बोलणं,

पक्षी दाखवत खाऊ घालणं,

डोळ्यांतून अश्रू येताच त्यांना पुसणं,

स्वत:ला दोष देऊन मुलांना हसत-खेळत ठेवणं.

असं वाटतं लहानपण कधी

पुढे जाऊच नये.

कधीतरी वाटतं नुसतं मोठं होण्याचं

स्वप्नच बघत रहावं

आणि....

ते स्वप्न कधी खरं झालं हे कळलचं नाही

उगाच मोठं होतो ना!

मोठं होऊन काय करतो?

ज्या आईने काळजाचं पाणी करून वाढवलं, शिकवलं.

संस्काराचे धडे दिले.

काय करतो आपण तिच्यासाठी?

बोलताना मात्र पटकन

बोलून जातो.

क्षणाचाही विचार करत नाही.

असं आपलं बोलणं, वागणं.

आठवलं की डोळ्यांतून अश्रू वाहतात.

आई म्हणजे काय?

आई एक दैवत

आई ही जन्मदाती

आई एक वरदान

आणि

देवाने मुलांना दिलेलं हेच

अनमोल दान...!!!

काय जादू असते या मैत्रीत !

काय जादू असते या मैत्रीत !
मैत्री शिकवते जगण्याचा खरा अर्थ
मैत्री बदलून टाकते आयुष्याचे सारे संदर्भ
मैत्री देते आपुलकी प्रेम अन् विश्वास
मैत्री भारुन टाकते आपला श्वास अन् श्वास
कधी कधी वाटतं
समुद्राच्या काठावर शिंपल्यांची रास पडलेली असावी
आपण भान विसरुन लहान मुलासारखं
त्यात खेळत असावं
शिंपलेच शिंपले...
विविध रंगांचे, विविध आकारांचे, विविध प्रकारचे...
सहजपणे त्यातला एखादा शिंपला उचलून घ्यावा
अलगद उघडावा
अन् त्यात मोती सापडावा
खर्राखुर्रा, तुझ्यासारखा
खरं सांगू का !
मोतीसुद्धा लाभावा लागतो
तुझ्यासारखा....!

the nicest testi i have ever wrote so far ..!!

a perfect combination of art and beauty ..!
stunning pose..with ravishing personality....!!
matching cute smile with nice background .....!!!
walking slowing on the way of "amorous glances".!!!!

nice quote..!

Our limitations and success will be based, most often, on our own expectations for ourselves. What the mind dwells upon, the body acts upon. --Denis Waitely

Dhoni ki jai ho..!!

D Flynn c Dhoni b Khan 2 8 0 0 25.00
R Taylor c Dhoni b Harbhajan 42 92 6 0 45.65
J Ryder c Dhoni b Khan 3 12 0 0 25.00
J Franklin c Sehwag b Harbhajan 15 42 2 0 35.71
B McCullum c Dhoni b Harbhajan 24 56 2 0 42.86
*D Vettori c Dhoni b I Sharma 11 13 1 1 84.62
T Southee c and b Khan 16 27 3 0 59.26
OBrien c Dhoni b Patel 19 38 2 0 50.00

its my 28th Birthday today..!

Birthdays comes once in a year and someone must celebrate it..! but i donno why this time i felt not to celebrate it. :-)..! it doesnt mean a bIG party and all..Its just cake cutting & get together thats it. But that too i decided not to do this time, the reason might be the work, heat(which i hate most),etc..
The most imp reason was my dear one is not with me :-) ..guess who ? any luck ..no only my dear one can guess...!! hahah ...its nothing like that too..sorry it is ..just kidding ...!
Actually i believe the celebration means not just the go outside and have nice food or go to BARS and drunk heavily till you pour..!! its just the get together with your friends and beloved one where you had the best conversation in ur life..!!
This time i thought i will be with my parents after my HSC. but that too didnt happened..So better luck next time "BALLU" ..ab yeh kon hai mat poochna pppppppleasssssssssss...



I got 3 SMS from my friends and 2 from third parties(one frm HDFC and one from IIL- india infoline where i still have my 1300 Rs share:-) )

and 32 scrap from orkut and only one from facebook :-( :-(..
and 8 callss ... ohh my god poora din ismehi gaya..now time to work :-(

Some of the nice orkut wishes ..
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from Pakkya bhai

Ballu.... Bhayyyankar.....

Ballu... Bhayyyankar......

Happy BirthDay.... Dude.


Vibhor:
Manyy happy returns of the Day!!!
Enjoy Maadddiiiiiii!!!!!!

Venkat :
Wish you a very very happy "Phirangi" B'day......:)


Mrs Preety:
Happy Happy wala b'day To u akshay ... so aaj kitney ka laga tere ko jhataka .....

KAAY?

मैत्री म्हणजे विश्वास
मैत्री म्हणजे अभिमान
मैत्री म्हणजे जीवनातील
जगण्याचा स्वाभीमान

मैत्री म्हणजे प्रेम
मैत्री म्हणजे जाणीव
मैत्री शिवाय जीवनात
आधाराची उणीव

मैत्री म्हणजे विश्व
मैत्री म्हणजे आकाश
मैत्री म्हणजे तिमिरात
वाट दावणारा प्रकाश

मैत्री म्हणजे सुख दु:ख
मैत्री म्हणजे हर्श
मैत्री म्हणजे जिव्हाळ्याचा
हळुवार स्पर्श

मैत्री म्हणजे रान
मैत्री म्हणजे कोवळे उन
मैत्री म्हणजे जीव जडणारी
सुमधुर वार्याची धुन

मैत्री म्हणजे खेड
मैत्री म्हणजे पायवाट
मैत्री म्हणजे पिकाला
पाणी पाजणारा मळ्यातील पाट

मैत्री म्हणजे तेज
मैत्री म्हणजे तारा
मैत्री म्हणजे प्रत्येकाला
हवा असणारा मोहक वारा

मैत्री म्हणजे दिलेला शब्द
मैत्री म्हणजे आन
मैत्री म्हणजे घातलेली शपथ
मैत्री म्हणजे प्राण

मैत्री म्हणजे ओढ
मैत्री म्हणजे आठवण
मैत्री म्हणजे आयुश्यातील
न सम्पणारी साठवण

मैत्री म्हणजे मस्करी
मैत्री म्हण्जे राग
तरीही आपल्या जीवनातील
हा एक अविभाज्य भाग

My dear pappa..!!