I am perplexed, tensed but still i'm...!

I generally write a blogs, when i am unable to tell my feelings to some one(Here some one still is question mark for me ???).
Does it necessary to my problems to others or at least dear ones.? again '?'. i don't know but i need to get this answer as soon as possible..!. but again next things will be why to disturb others by telling my problems? I don't know what is really happening .."Life is full of Ques marks...as many you solved than much more it arrived after solving".
Today my day was so much horrible, it started with BIG fight with my managers, colleague, clients, almost everybody..don't worry its not personal fight all are purely technical :P....but its part of job, i didn't worried much..I came home early and thought of relaxing, had dinner and thought of having nice sleep( as i need to woke up tomorrow early morning to launch one of my product remotely in Brazil at 3A.M.), but unfortunately i got one bad news from my sister that "my bro hasn't cleared IIM interview, felt very bad" i was thinking of some body will be there at least from our family to tell that my bro is from IIM and earning ~5lakhs month, but no luck...! i didn't even called him, don't wanted to see him crying as he tried at best to get..almost crossed all the interviews but fails at the final round. i don't know the reason.
But whatever is happened, its very bad till now in my life so far, since almost all the others got their degrees, education, jobs, sort of settled, but this bro, i don't know what he will do now?
I'm afraid of "he should not start net cafe and all". Hey GOD PLEASE HELP ME....

Now next comes the "Sharing your personal and professional problems with others" but is really required to tell these to others? i know some problems can sort out by sharing but most important thing here is to do this at the right time sometimes, otherwise don't tell to others...! what is the point in disturbing them..??
Sometime i feel nobody is there for me to understand me or my problem, every time i am the one who understand them, don't know why...? this needs to be sort out as soon as possible...! otherwise it will blast on others, and nobody will be able to guess the outcomes..

HEY GOD PLEASE HELP ME..! I KNOW HOW YOU HAVE HELPED ME SO FAR ....!...
pLEASE ...pLEASE...!!!!!! IF YOU WANT I WILL TELL MY PROBLEMS TO YOU ONLY AND NOT THE OTHER PPLS...I KNOW THEY ARE VERY BUSY.

what will be my life after my sister's marriage?

My mumma, thinking of what I will do after my sister's marriage?
I never seen her so much tense, but she never showed me any sign of it...! that's the mom is..! I am perplexed..Am i doing right? i don't want to hurt anyone..that's what i did till now and will do till the end..I am lacking in balancing the things, but still learning it...! Don't know what gonna happen..!

for a person who doesnt care for other's calls ..! How can they care a person..?

I don't know ki why some people in life are so crazy, doesn't even bother about somebody calling, need to call back or SMS at least. I know everybody is busy in their life with something or someone will have their own issues to be solved on high priority..but it doesn't meant that they stop talking with others. Sometimes calling might help in solving their own problems , but some people are so lazy , some are definitely Kanjoosh, they don't wanna spend their money..
But think about the people when they call you at certain moment, it may be a day or night, doesn't matter, the time they call you, wanted to tell something,wanted to share something good to make you happy or bad to share their sorrow. it you don't care of it, then you are not being a part of it...!!
Sometime people will think, just talking over a phone doesn't help so they ignored, but they cant even think of the other options to...so much of lazy people...!
bottom line is: if you care for a person, they will care you more, otherwise its just a compromise in life...Point here is why to make compromise, if we can try to do something to make our life better.

The reason for writing such a blog at this moment is making me think for a while, i could have been written this blog long time back, but one bad experience happened yesterday, made me crazy to write it now
One of my best friend in VJTI suddenly called me after a long time, he thought of calling to other friend who is also my best friend in VJTI, but the height here is he save my number with his name..! and this call was just like a luck for me , is this means m i so crazy for waiting his call? he talked with me not for a more than 5 min, might be he need to rush away due to some imp things. after this, he called to my other friend and talking like he wanted to meet and will be there in mumbai for 1 hour only, so wanna meet? as if he is like PM and dont have a time for friend now,even after spending 4 years together...! then blah blah....
My other friend asked him why you are not calling ..he told some bullshit reason like his life is with "some rough patches from last 3 years"...see such a nice reason..! it means our life is so amazing without any patches...! if you dont have reason then dont tell anything, but it doesnt mean you tell the reason like this....!

SO IN WHICH CATEGORY YOU BELONG...?...!

Ek Bindhaast Ladki..! train me mili :P

Generally my journey in train while going home is somewhat boring most of the times, but this time(12-14 June 09) was excellent..! Its not only because i met one nice girl(one advantage - she is marathi), but during sucha short moments she become my very very good friends. i met while going home, there was one more marathi family along with her, and i was bit tired so didnt get a chance to talk much (usually i do :P) and it was just a coincident, i met her again while comming from Napur.
At the Nagpur station, i just scremed at her, ki why you met me again(but from heart i was feeling its good that u met me again). i asked her seat number, again there was one more coincidence, her seat is in my berth(feeling very very happy from inside )..
She started talking without even asking my name and i even didnt feel to ask her name, she was such a "bindhast girl", first surprize me with a good news of her Shadi got fixed , then told all these arrange marriage stories, her family, her would be, his nature blah blah, even about how she managed to wore saaree whole day.. :-)
I was feeling damn hungry, expressed the same to her,on this, she gave me very very nice idea, that i didnt even think of..i was so dumb(usually girl make the guys dumb, this is an excellent example :P) and she was even ready to share her dubba too, later i called i mom to bring a dubba for me. and then we had a very very nice dinner (Aalu palak,Dum aalu , bhendi masala, and AAm ras, Gulabjaaa, but she forgot to give me sweet :-).)
then we had a chit chat up to 12 pm...she was not even getting bored or tired of my chats.might be she is doing TP or like that only (who cares).
I told all these to my dear, she told ki line maar rahi thi tuze, but how can she dare to do ? after her marriage got fixed. I know my dear was kidding..

BEchari mallika... :P

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Pahili baarish...Adding colors to the life...

Pahilaa paaaus...kiti mast watato na...!
ya rim zim pavsaat chim bhijaao aani..bhijatach jaaav..!
Pan ekata bhijnayaat kaay majaa?..:-)

Sunday was good after a boring saturday , and thanks to god, some boring people didnt disturbed me even after disturbing them by me in early morning..:P ..
had a nice Mutton biryaani...even after K told me its VatPournima today ..but who cares in batchelor life...Live the life the way u wannaa....todays Barrish started here...went of window shopping to do masti..but got 1 nice shirt and teeeee...hanging around here..to the right & left side..Hows it ??

its my 28th birth day :P

CAke..one of my most favourite - yummyy...mummy..i love it.. :P..
I dont understood why i am putting these after 3 months being passed after my birth day.:-). The culprit is one of my friend, who gave me all these pics after a so long daysssss..